As many of you know, I work in children's homes. Admittedly a real part timer these days due to my work with Street Pastors, HTMI and Highway Church. Still, I do love spending time with teenagers who for one reason or another have ended up 'in care'.
I recently came across a poem written by a 15 year old lad called Jason, who had found himself in the care system. I found it really moving so I hope you take a moment to read what he has to say,
I go to my window, just sit and stare,
I fold my hands, talk to God and give Him a prayer,
I pray to Him to protect my mother,
I pray Him to keep His mighty hand over my sister and brother
I begin by saying my name is Jason, I know you know that Lord, so here is a question,
'Why is the world the way it is in the present?
Because I have always believed that you were omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent,
If you have all these powers, why do you allow the world to be so unpleasant?'
But He never gives me a direct answer,
He tends to do that in a unique manner.
When I look out my window for that answer, all I see are not answers, just distractions
The answer is simple God gave us a choice of our actions.
It is our actions that make us bad,
It is our actions that make others sad.
So don't go to my Lord and give Him the blame,
Beacuse in fact the blame is under your name.
I go to my window, just sit and stare,
I fold my hands, talk to God and give Him a prayer,
I don't want to blame You for the world going wrong,
But I will thank you for helping me stay strong.
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